Seeing the world through a kalidescope

As the click ticks away, the stench of death becomes somewhat stronger

2008-10-20T10:06:00.000-07:00

Im.... .... (there are just too many things to elaborate and speak. I want to speak my mind but seriously dont know where to start)

Lets begin from the top i guess. Time, time has somewhat started to be of the escense at this moment.It suddenly seems like i want to do lots of things but dont really have the time to do them all.The soon to be lost of freedom seems to scare the shit out of me that i start to piss in my pants! I kid you not, i shit you not, i am getting a tad xxx( i put that because i have no idea what to say). But yes i am starting to get emoy because of my soon to be lost of hair, one of many things i know i stand to lose once i enter "hell"

ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT I AM FxxxING BORED AND DREAD GOING IN!!!BUT IM GONA SUCK IT UP AND GO IN I GUESS... ... HAHA (i have no idea what im saying so f it )

The contents of the text book is nothing but a load of crap!!!

2007-08-18T11:47:00.002-07:00

The contents of the text book is nothing but a load of crap!!!

self explainatory... .. wasting my time in memorising things that i will forget the minute i hand in my exam script... what a waste of my time and energy i should say... really stupid!

打分数

2007-08-18T11:47:00.001-07:00

无神论

2007-08-18T11:47:00.000-07:00

Brink of insanity!!!

2007-08-13T11:00:00.000-07:00

ARHHHHH!!!! help me somebody i am totally struggling. At 2 in the morning the amount of crap that i have to deposit into my brian is just un-imaginable. i say it crap base on the fact that i know that in future when i go out to work and need these information i can just refer to the manuel and thus i dont see the point in me having to remember the informaiton now.... ... I'll most probably forget all about it after the exams anyway.... ... Moreover the things that i have to remeber is so dry and manotanous... I am seriously going insane!!!!

If only i had photographic memory... Imagine, then all i would need to do is flip through the pages of my work and everything "diffuses"into the brain of mine. Then the need to cram till the wee hours of the morning is totally obsulete. Imagine the time i could save and the increase in grades since this sems modules all require me to cut and paste. Wow photographic memory would mean a 60% drop in work but a 200% increase in productivity.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH help me!!! *me getting my last few gasps of air as i sink into the watery depths of the milk * *bubbles seen floating onto the surfact of the milk as the last of my hand lays visble to anyone* WOw i really am going insane already !!!!did i just say milk? i must really be going insane

二十二

2007-08-12T08:10:00.001-07:00

Some of the awesome songs by david tao... ...

月亮代表我的心

2007-08-12T08:10:00.000-07:00

People actually know bout me blog!!!

2007-08-11T10:17:00.000-07:00

Yea, m kind of shock to find out that there are actually people who read me blog :) Found out that a few people know about the exsistence of this blog.*sobs* m so touched... ...

Bloddy exams are here again... Surprised that i kindof 50% done even thought i kinda skip chapters here and there. Mayb its cuz i keep skipping school and trying to study. Haha anyways yea, i nid a break... Which is kind of impossible since i have a super pack schedule that is coming up. After the exams i gotta work then after that its projects... Wah how to take a break... *starts to hyperventilate, chest contracting and eyeballs growing bigger*

Ahhh i nid a break. I quite like the idea of spending time with the person i like. in a resort maybe in Bintan or sumthing, just enjoying each others company, swimming in the pool and just sun bathing away. You know, just to relax and unwind from the hustle and bustle of the city. 3 to 4 days would be real good. I'll wake up late in the morning and meet her. HAve a nice breakfeast before heading for the pool or the beach. Where we'll have a swin and lay in the sun. Be pool potaotes and just let the time pass by like there isnt a care in the world!!!! If only i had that special person to spend time with :) WHERE THE PRICK ARE YOU????

Lala i nid a break, im going berserk from the stress... ... help somebody??? mommy? Uncle? auntie? peter? john? Ah beng? ah seng? Ah ma ? Ah Kong? U there in the back row, the one with the cute face and tight ass.... yea tts rite you????

ARH SOMONE help me... ... no no peter i didnt mean you NOOOOO stop huggin me!!!! arhhh help !!!! somebody...

k i shall stop being lame. Chao need to go study

Stress!

2007-08-07T09:59:00.000-07:00

i am very the stress right now, its that time of the year again... ... No not christmas but the BLODDY EXAMS!!!! crappy sia exams are next week but the last week of school is cramped with tests and quizes. Totally makes no sense to me cuz it means we dont have any time to study for the papers!

Got a call from boss, wants me to help out for army open house.... ... Means i got income this coming hols... Mayb can start thinking of buying that handphone i want :) Haha i know change phone again rite... ... But cant help it saw a model using the phone on the tele and it looks damm style i should say... ... Wat to do im a sucker for cool looking things.

KK back to the exams got a test tomorrow!!!

普通朋友

2007-08-01T06:20:00.000-07:00

普通朋友 One of his first songs and my all time fav... ... The guitar section at the end rocks

Sucess in Life

2007-07-30T04:18:00.000-07:00

"If your sucess is not on your own terms,

if it looks good to the world but does not feel good in your heart,

it is not sucess at all."

Anna Quindlen

Was looking around and found this quote. Really suites my thinking. Sucess in life is something that is determined by you and only you. That explains why some people aim to have a steady job and a nice family while others aim to remain single while enjoying thier time with thier friends.

We should not compare with others and not let the acheivements of others affect our defination of sucess. Afterall, one mans apple is another mans poison. We should always be clear of what we want and aim for that. We are only truely sucessfull when we feel good about what we have done and are proud of it :)

愛你的兩個我

2007-07-29T07:06:00.000-07:00

As the sun sets, the moon slowly creeps up

2007-07-25T08:53:00.000-07:00

Yes, as the sun sets, the moon creeps up. Just as one test finishes, another 2 sneak up behind and kick me in the butt. Ahhh theres just so much to do i must say. Tried to start studying today, but managed only a few pages. Plan to go out in full force by the end of this week. Hopefully i can start studying in time for the exams. Of cuz after that comes the projects , meaning another set of problems that i have to work on, when will the horror end????

Oh yea me passed me driving test already :P super happy bout that... Of cuz that brought about its own sets of problems. Sumthing i dont wish to bring up. Anyway wanted to go pick up my story book today but found out its out of stock. Am contemplating if i should get it elsewhere or just wait for the bookshop to get back to me... ... M kinda too lazy to move my butt futher to get the book but well c how i guess.

Realised that im getting very tired already. Am getting sick of haveing to mug every few months. AHHHHH am very tired and sick of school life already. I just wanna go somewhere and relax and laz around in the sun. Wake up late in the morning and laze in the sun till its time to have some beers and go back to sleep. Maybe i should go to bintan or sumwhere just to relax and unwind... ...

Hopefully when i do my Uni studies abroad its not gona be like that... After all i am gona study what i like aint i???

Ahhhh i nid a break after the sun sets and the moon has risen so that i can get ready for the next sunrise :)

Bloody busy!!!

2007-07-23T05:57:00.004-07:00

The next 5 weeks are gona kill me i swear. The amount of shit that is piling up is absolutely unbeliveable i tell you. My whiteboard is filled from end to end with tests and exams and quizes and lab tests and waht have you nots. Im gona die of the stress i tell you!!! *feeling the knot around my neck suddenly tightening once again* This just means another 5 weeks of sleepless nights and stress that im gona suffer... ... ... Ah the student life how "sweet and memorable" its gona be for me in future... ... ... Ah i hate my poly!!!

Finance?

2007-07-23T05:57:00.003-07:00

Personality Test

2007-07-23T05:57:00.002-07:00

IQ test

2007-07-23T05:57:00.001-07:00

Updates

2007-07-21T09:56:00.000-07:00

M back, after a long time as usual. This time did a change in my blog skin. Looks extremly retro i shall say. Should be posting more often since the exams are coming and thus the stress level increases again. Well c i guess.

Lets all drink to that....

2007-07-02T08:43:00.000-07:00

Lets all drink to the fact that the exams are over :) Tomorrow starts the dreaded 4 days of getting my results back "YIPPEE" !!! Cant you just sense the amount of "excitment" in my voice... Im so bored

So i shall stop here

2 shots of vodka ought to do it

2007-06-26T08:22:00.000-07:00

Im havig a big fat migrane and its thats not realy a good sign since i have about 2 chapters left to revise and i need to sleep soon!!! Then of course comes the big question of why then the bloody hell am i still blooging??? Wel thats cuz i need to destress before i can cayy on studying.

The week has past really fast i must say. Based on the fact that time seems to zoom by everytime i need time to study go me exams or tests. The lack of time and headache i have thus explains the need for the 2 shots of vodka that i so dearly need.

Exams were okay today , i think... ... Its funny how parents like to ask u about yr papers and when you tell them it was okay. Before you know it, they start rattling about how you only know how to use the wor dokay to explain everything in your life. But the funny thing is that it has never occured to them that i i bloody knew how i did before i walk out of the exam hall, then ill either be some sort of genuis cuz i can predict time and predict how my lecturer would mark the paper and give me the marks. In that i case i see no reason in continuing my stuides. I should just quit school and become a professional gambler since i can predict the outcome of things. Ill then live till an ripe old age with lots of fast cars, nice houses and lots of gals.... .... (Talk about fantasies???)

RAR!!! im just so bored. Just gotta hang in there for about another 3 days. Would be nice if you came online and talk to me just for awhile so that i can relax... .... Hope you'll come online in the next hour before i go to bed. Just a word of hi and good luck for the next paper would definately render the 2 shots of vodka useless... ...

Well gotta go study... ... Wish me luck with both the gal and the exams yea :) cheers

That time of year again!!!

2007-06-25T09:12:00.001-07:00

Havent blogged for awhile, basically its cuz im lazy and dont know what to write about. Life has been slow with the usual things happening. Going to school, sleeping in class, slacking my ass off and before you know it, its the bloody exams again.

Had my first paper today and still got another 4 to go. Hoping that things will pass quickly so that i can get this over and done with. I always drag and detest the exam period where im cofined to that little table at starbucks. Constantly craming as much junk i can into my brain while eating that chocalte eclair and having that cup of coffee wishing that i had listen to the damm lecturer while he talks so that i wont be in this situation now. But i cant blame anywan i guess... its da " St Pats Tradition" to not study till the last possible minute.

Many people have been looking for love this few days, been hearning alot of gals trying to get guys and guys trying to get gals. To me whats the rush, if it comes it comes, if it dosent then just sit back and enjoy freedom. Maybe its cuz of my personality, im the kind who is aggreesive when i want something but other then that i prefer to sit back relax and enjoy my freedom and privacy. Maybe that explains why im still single plus the fact that my course has as many girls as there are dinosours on the planet.

Lala, after exams would be my driving test. Lets not go there, its gona be a long entry if i talk bout that... too depressing, i must say its one of the very few things that im not confident about. something that is extermly unusual to me. Havent felt insecure for a long time... i tend to be confident of what im doing and honestly i dont like this sense of insecurity one bit... ...

Well all i can say is ill put in my best and leave the rest to the big guy up there... ... Off to study now, enjoy the vedio below though. My new fav song.... can really see the full screen but thats because of the width of my blog....

2007-06-25T09:12:00.000-07:00

Dream a little dream come true

2007-05-08T08:31:00.000-07:00

Hmm dreamt about you that night. What can i say, you still blow me away even in my dreams.... Your confidence, that smile you have and the way you carry yourself!!! haha shant say too much, though i know we can never be together, youll always be in my mind. Thats fine with me i guess, cuz to really luv a person is to let her be at her happiness and at her most natural state :)

Hope to have more nice dreams though.. ...

fantasy!!!

2007-05-01T08:34:00.000-07:00

Muhaha, i cant stop thinking bout it, my own house. Still some time till i get to the end point bout i dont see the harm in thinking and enjoying it now. Hmm, the walls will be white so that the place looks peaceful.

The hall would be rather empty. i would place a projector as a TV and have an awesome sound system to go with it. There wont be any sofas i think, instead ill rather get a big wooden plateform and place cushions there so that i can lie down. ill get those comfy low chairs though incase i fell like siting down or also for the guest that may come visit me. Hopefully the place would have a venerda. There ill put a coffe table for me to enjoy my coffee and breakfast every morning before going to work and also to enjoy a sip of wine with that special someone while basking in the setting sun!!!

The kitchen would definately have to have a wine fridge and a overhead storage space for the inverted wine and champagne glasses that i wanna store. Ill have a nice stove and maybe learn to cook so that i can dont have to go out and cok all the time. and i think its nice to cook for that someone special once in a while.

Next would be the bathrooms. Both need to be reasonbly big and nice. The guest bathroom would have the usual shower head and toilet with sink and staff like that. But mine would be awesome. I want those tiles that are kindof like a rocky surface, and be of a rather dark brown shade. Then, ill want a nice bathtub that mayb can blow bubbles??? and also a seperate shower and of cuz there needs to be a tolet and a big nice mirror to style me hair.

The bedroom would be simple too with a big bed for meself and also a small comfy chiar like those the psychologists use so that i can lay back and rest. The room wouldnt need a TB but needs to have a radio so that it can wake me up and also let me chill to music while i have a good read.

Next would be the wordrobe!!!! I dont mind a walk in wardrobe but it needs to let me see what i have at a glance. All the shirts and pants and most importantly, my cufflinks!!!!.... Muahaha

there you have it my dream house!!! I WANT AND I WILL GET THIS HOUSE.... This is a promise ill make to meself... ONce again i have a new goal in life : )

lala, the sweeter things in life :)

Hmmm im back

2007-04-29T09:15:00.000-07:00

Wow, its been bout a month atleast i think? Haha back to school after ITP. Which was a blast i wld say. Made an enemy though.. ... Partly his fault and partly mine. i guess when you become really independent and stuff like that, you tend to be a little too reackless in your actions. Hmm i wont back down cuz he was in the wrong also but shall keep this incident in mind and the next person who steps on my toes, well wont get so much shit from me i guess.

Been thinking alot lately. Things have kinda changed for me, a change for the better i guess? Decided that enginnering is not really somting i wanna do all my life. Yea sure the money is there, but its not what i would really look forward to everyday. Im ultimately a people guy so decided that i would want to do a managment degree i guess.

Another thing tat keeps boggling around my mind is my own house. The thought of me having my own crib to chill keeps re surfacing in my mind. Where i can put my big ass projector and speakers in the hall and just laze around. A kitchen that has a small bar fully equipped with glasses hanging overhead and a fridge to put all my booze. Hmm not a bad idea i guess. Most importantly, ill be able to enjoy my own private time.Like i always say, no matter how chatty i am i still need some me time!!! Wow, i cant wait till i get that place of my own = ) absolutely refreshing and exciting. Theres also the nice and my own tiloet and bedroom and chill out room to myself.But lets not go there, the perfect crib shall lie in my head till its time to become reality. Till then i ll just keep smiling to myself when i think about it and looking like an idiot

Yeap yeap i guess tts it... I VANT MMY OWN HAUSE!!!!

2007-03-13T04:28:00.000-07:00

Lala the first week has gone by already! OJT has ended and boy oh boy did lots of things happened. Its been only 4 days but it seems like its taken forever i tell ya. But glad its over and its time for solo. Learnt alot these past 4 days. Meet some really nice people but also got to see lots of fucktards!!! Literally asses that ought to be sucked into the engine, burnt in ashes by fuel in the combustion chamber and totally and completely disintegrated into thin air. This people are the rudest, most absurb and unrely people on earth that i have ever met.

Though i do understand that there are suck people around in this world, ive never seen so many gathered in one place before. But aside from that, my collegues, meaning the people who hold the same title as us ar awesome. Fun and nice, they work and still have time to enjoy themselves.

Saw "her "again today and boy oh boy was she cute as ever. Managed to make her laugh again and damm taht smile was just breathtaking and awesome i tell ya!!! the way her eyes grew due to laughter was enough to get a bunch of men to queue uo to buy hello kittys for thier girlfriends. **** so cuteS!!! ***sadly she had work to do and couldnt go coffee with me... So sad rite!!!Haiz if only im older!

first day!!!

2007-03-08T08:03:00.000-08:00

Today was da first day for OJT!!! was quite fun i guess, learnt lots of things and sweated out alot cuz was nervous at first. Was tellling ah pui, my hand never shake so much for a long period of time liao. Usually talking to people is nothing scarey for me. I guess the part that kinda made me nervous was the constatn fact that if i cock up and miss a few tickets, im gona have to look through 300 passengers names to just find 1 or 2 people! *faints* imagine the amount of time wasted !i tell ya its mind boggling! Thats y am prepared to propose the idea to da bosses, go wireless. Dont you think so, they already have the infrastructure there already y not make use of it. Its gona cut doen cost and time by a big fat tonne i tell ya!

O yea and the highlight of da day! i saw her!!!! Was going back to the ops room where my stuff was and saw her standing there talking to one of da managers. There she was, this short little cute gal that was standing there wearing all black, with black stalkings... ... so cute i tell ya!!! It totally brightened up my night(was working night shift so cannot say morning) lor i tell ya!!! I was like dying liao, but the sight of her kind of jolted me and i became awake. mananged to talk to her for just a short while cuz the poor gal had been in the office since 7 plus and was only going for dinner at 10 plus... ..but like she said, tts life and sometimes you have to tahan till late!!!

LALa soooo cute la i tell ya!!!

2007-03-04T06:44:00.000-08:00

Life has been exceptionally busy theese few days. Not just busy, but extremly busy. Had a whole week of training. Still got another 2 days left of training before we hit the floor and start to really serve the customers. Somthing ive been looking forward too. Alittle disappointed in this aspect cuz i thought that we could have started eariler. But yea i guess its fine, kinda understand that they wanna give us the full training. But things are certianly fun, really intresting bunch of people that we met. got to know some new friends and met met really cute gals! One really caught my eye, cuz of the one important quality that ive been looking for, shes realli confident. But sadly shes older then me... ... But mayb she wont mind haha!!! Waiting for her to add me on friendster but that could take a while. (People very busy wan)

Have been drinking alot these past 2 weeks. Buts i ts okay i guess, like i always believe if you know how to control yourself, then its okay, you can continue drinking. Didnt get to play mahjong this week though, so that was a bummer. Was suppose to go down to NTU to support the guys (and the gals) but didnt in the end cuz was tempted by the japenese food lunch that my dad offered to bring us. So in the end decided to go for lunch with my parents. By the time we finished, it was already late so decided not to go to NTU at all. Haha sry guys!

Didnt win anything on friday. TOTO was 10.5 mil. Only two people walked away with the cash. Imagine if i won, wow the things taht i would do. I would buy my cars, a cooper, a BM, a RX8, a WRX and an alfa romeo. Then also buy and furnish myself an awesome crib so i can invite her to my crib to chill and stay if she wants. HAHA!!! then ill use the remining money to invest in stuff to make more money and also donate some money to charity. I alwaya belive that how to fare on a mahjong table is a reflection of how you been the whole week. Cuz there karma, what goes around comes around. if you are nice to people and treat people well and with respect, you will naturally enjoy good tiles on the mahjong table. This maybe a load of bull to people but its somthing i belive in! if you treat people well sincerly and with respect, no matter what you do, you will have lots of help. Thats called KARMA!!!!

I should really start going back to training and also start working out! im getting fatter and that cannot do!!! haha still got another test tomorrow, wish me luck yea!

2007-02-24T17:42:00.000-08:00

Life has been super busy the whole week. First was the CNY then back to work. Waking up at 0545 hrs is not somthing that im espacially happy about. So yea... ...

CNY was okay, the usual questions popped out as i expected, got GF??? Why dun have??? ah the usual not really bothered by them cuz to me have or not depends on the people i know. So far like i said nobodi has WOWed me enough... .. there is 1 but shes like alot older then me. Well i dun mind i dun know if she minds haha... .... What can i say im attracted to mature women i guess... All like i say, confidence always wakes me up!

Went back to work on Wed, still havent got my security pass so have to go the long way into the training area, hopefully everything is done ASAP and i can save myself alot of trouble... ... Training is still going on for about another week or so before we hit the ground and start to do the real thing... ... Kinda look forward to it cuz i wanna meet people and walk around. But dun wanna wear uniform cuz like i always say i hate rules !!! Muhahaha so yea kinda like to wear office wear, i always feel that people look their smartest and nicest in biz wear. Be it guy or gal, thats when i feel people look their best and proffesional.

Didnt really go out on the weekends cuz feeling really lazy and just dun feel like doing anything so yea just gona chill and continue trying to remember al my city codes for my test on monday... ... Imagine i have to remember all the codes for all the countries in the wolr d!!!

confidence triumphs everything!!!

2007-02-18T07:06:00.000-08:00

Have been really busy these pass few days especially after the exams. just finished my first week of work and wow am i super busy. Have had to wake up at like 6 in the morning la, something havent done for i dont know, ions???

Todays CNY so yea, did the yearly ritual, went visiting, had offerings and the usual stuff. Had dinner as a family, drank lots of wine and talked alot of cock... .. Haha then you know as im getting older, the ever ineveitable question comes out again and again. "Do you have a Girlfriend?" the usual questions that have been starting to come up this few years sicne "my age "has started to catch up with me.... ...

It kindof got me thinking, what i really wanted. I found out that till this date non of my friends have kinda made me fall head over heels over them. Haha only 1 so far but sadly shes older then me. Met her at work, she really bubbly and confident... ... HAHA actually contemplated of going after her because to me age seriously does not matter to me at all. But then not sure if it matters to the gal.. ... ...

But like i said, what i really want is a confident girl. I guess its probably cuz im rather confident myself. im sure of what i want and i kindof have my own of doing things. I want a gal that can have extreme fun with me, someone who has a big sense of humour that can laugh at me and herself when we go out to have just uber fun.. ...

I also thing that we need to give each other personal space at times. i mean after all we are all human and somtimes i just need some me time. espcially people like me a part time nacisist(not sure of the spelling) that likes to do things when i feel like doing them.

But im perfectly happy with where i am right now, with my bunch of merry and crappy friends who like me for who i am and enjoy and allow me to busk in the sun of thier company... ...

Sure im gona miss on the relationships and sex but i to me so long as im happy and have friends for company, lm leaving life to its fullest. So yea haha just felt like writing this down. In hopes that the older gal will read this and realise its her and maybe giv me a chance? HAHA one can hope can he not?

Haha anyways just my 2 cents worth of thoughts... Cheers and a happy CNY!!!

LaLALA

2007-02-09T18:47:00.000-08:00

Exams are fianallly over. After such a looooong period of time... total of like 4 weeks, preperations plus exam. Haha finally exams are gone liao.That marks the end of another accademic year in poly. things happen so fast, just like tt and i have been in poly for 2 years liao... ...

Goan start work at a new job on Monday... ... Haha hope its gona be nice...

shit paper!

2007-02-07T03:35:00.000-08:00

Had my worst paper today.. ... Shld be able to pass la but my GPA is gona drop!!! AHHHHH Anyways 2 MORE DAYS!!!! DEN EXAM END ALREADY!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

4 more days!!!

2007-02-05T03:02:00.000-08:00

Yea man 4 more days to da end of the exams!!! yea man finally got over with maths, should be the last maths paper i ever take unless i study in U. YEA MAN NO MORE MATHS... ... Muz tahan another 4 more days then exam end liao ...

YEA!!!!

countdown!!!

2007-02-03T07:03:00.000-08:00

Just 6 more days! The countdown continues, 6 more days till da end of my exams. on friday, ill be happily sippping vodka and watching all the crap that i have stored but have been unable to watch!!! 6 more bloddy days!!! Woohhhhhh

Went for driving yesterday and my instructor asked me to book my test in april. Was alittle stunned, cuz didnt expect can so fast book. Especially when i still cant drive straight... ... So yea, told him ill see how. anyways need to wait till my attachemnt shecdule come out then i can decide because only then can i see how free or buys i am... .. Haha but these means i get my lisecne soon muhahaha so darn happy!!! my frist goal in life is going to become reality soon!!! I see the light at the end of the tunnel!! MUHAHAHA!!!

Managed to do some study today, still got like 3 papers to study for. 2 out of the 3 are things that i suck at and tts not good, i waana keep my GPA atleast 3.5. The funny thing i realised is that last time i didnt care about all these and i did resoanbly OK with like 3.9 to 3.8. But lately i realised that its been droping cuz i kinda care alittle too much... ... WEll dun know leh mayb i shouldnt care so much and just study... ...

but like i said the most important thing is:

6 more days till the end of year 2!

6 more days till the end of exams!!!

2 more days till i kiss maths good bye forever!

4 more days till i complete that bloody ass module!

7 more days!!!!

2007-02-01T07:26:00.000-08:00

7 more days, 1 week left till i complete my bloddy exams... ... Laziness is startin to set in already however. got 3 papers left, struggling to concentrate and complete them. got so many things on my mind, her bday, my attachemnt and my driving lesson. got so many things to thing and ponder upon. im going nuts i tell ya! I need a bloody break, must tahan for 7 more days!!!!

A song for you... ...

2007-01-31T03:10:00.001-08:00

爱回温

今年忘了约你去看木棉

认识你的第六年夏天

感觉本来就是微妙又难言

而时间却容易生倦

我们之间越来越遥远

最近天空总是懒懒灰灰

提不起劲的浪漫要怪谁

习惯是对生活的一种妥协

而时间却让我学会

难过时关上门一个人流眼泪

就让爱回温

我说亲爱的陌生人

这一段旅程是我们回忆的重温

一个纯朴小镇两个小小恋人

管不住青春爱自由的延伸

一个吻一个永恒坐看星星点亮灯

就让爱回温

我说再见了陌生人

这一段回程让所有感觉再沸腾

一个温暖眼神两个微笑的唇

不必去追问谁爱谁比较深

我们在爱的过程

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2 down 3 to go!

2007-01-31T03:10:00.000-08:00

3 more papers to go! another 10 days and im done... ... First 2 papers were okay but the coming ones are gona be a headache. So yea gona have to "pia" somemore to hopefully get good grades lor... ... Sian damm bored now, got like a 4 day break till the next paper, tonight dun really feel like studying leh.

Shall c how bah ... .. chow

The count down begins!!!

2007-01-29T00:45:00.000-08:00

Yes, the countdown had begun, its 11 days till the end of year 2. so fast, 2 years past liao ,macham as if nothing happen like tt and 2 years zoom by... ...

Went to coffee bean today to study again and got recognised by the staff this time. Haha was a little shock when she "predicted" my order. Haha managed to do some studying for about 2 hours beofre going off. Went home to catch my 40 winks and just finished doing alittle more revision. Tomorrow's the first paper so need to do alittle more tonight before i slp.

Also called that stupid apple to c if my ipod ready anot. 5 weeks liao leh, imagine 5 weeeks with no music and no headphones in my ears. Look like a kuku on the train sia. I dun care liao will go down on Wednesday to "find"my ipod since i end early on wednesday. If they dun have, will force them to exchange it for a ipod mini then dunhave so much problem. muhahaha!!! but then again ipod mini too small not enough space to put all my songs. Maybe can change for vedio, fulomah then power sia can watch vedio "on the go". Now waiting for da manager to call me back. He better not call tomorrow during the paper sia if not i hamtam him i tell you.

KK shall go mug alittle bit more before i go watch some tele... ... Good luck for tomorrows paper yea, to those taking exams tomorrow except for that person and the other person haha just kidding!!!! juz stop copying can liao !

ramble rantings yet again!

2007-01-28T07:46:00.000-08:00

Im bored, im really really bored. im so bored that i dont even know what to write about. Its still the bloody exam period so yeah, am trying to study and mug and memorise and cram everything that i have learnt for the past 6 months into my brain and keep it there for about 2 weeks before taking it all out of my brain and returning it back to the environment. Its less that two weeks on my "period-O- meter" about 10 more days or hell!

Have been listening to lots of music lately and liking 2 new songs... ... Has a real jazzy and blues feel to both of the songs that i like. I dun know why but i kinda like the blues and jazz nowadays. Especially when its played in the night. Have kinda kicked away my addiction to tea this time round. Dun know why but just dont feel like drinking tea when im studying. This may actually explain why im so restless this round of exams.

I cant wait till i finish my studies. Have been thinking of wahts gona happen in my room after i quit studies. And im proud to annoce, im going to throw all my books, book shelves and study tables away!!! YAY!!!! Then im gona get a good sound system, with proper speakers, amps and mixers. Im also gona buy a projector, upgrade the graphcis card on my com and laptop then get an SCV box then itll beocme like my own home theater. Then ill get a comfy chair that i can lie on or sit together with a nice carpet and just minimal lighting. Oh yea and most important of all, a small fridge to put small alcohol and drinks in it. Then ill sit and stone in my room forver.

Haha, really need to write somthing with intellectual standards to distress. Am longing to read a book, havent read one in a long long time. Was at kinokuniya tt day and was contempleting on what book i should get, was thinking of mayba chinese book or some kind of english chimanolagy book to read. But didnt see anything that would significantly arouse my intrest. The best read i had so far for me would me Dan Browns Da vinci code and Angels and Demons. in fact, i feel Angels and Demons is sooo much better, more captivating.

Lala cant stand it, first paper starts on tuesday then after tt, hopefully time will fly and soon 10 days will be over and i can rest. Though i only have like 2 days to rest before attachemnt starts. Was thnking of going fishing tt saturday but realise i cant cuz i got driving lesson tt day. oh well, driving is defiantley more important so i have to go.

This really helps typing away kind of improves my stress level abit and am feeling alot better now so im gona just carry on for awhile more so that i can distress abit longer. Its kindof a norm for me nowadays, i reach my "blogging" peak when i hit the exams. I guess its because of the stress like i said.

Im kinda starting to repeat myself but i dont care. correct me if im wrong, but im quite certain nobody reads my blog, so yea. can just ramble and ramble some more!!!

Lalalalala kk off to find a good read before i go back to mugging again!!!

Siao liao

2007-01-27T10:47:00.000-08:00

Im going crazy, as usual the count down to the end of my period is going on!!! Muz tahan, less den 2 weeks more to go... Havent been realli studying for da psat 2 days. dunno y but cannot concentrate, dying liao... ... I nid interatcion before i go bonkers!!!!

Someone please save me, please talk to me and help me before i go mad due to the self- induced stonning that i appear to be going into!!!!

ramble ranting...

一个温暖眼神两个微笑的唇不必去追问谁爱谁比较深

Bordem is detrimental to my health

2007-01-25T07:09:00.000-08:00

Im dying of bordem... If got about 2 and a half weeks left before the end of my "preiod". Under alot of self-induced stress because i dun want my GPa to fall below 3.5. Results have benn kinda gettin bad to worse. Its was a perfect 4 for awhile before dropiing. Though the stuff im learning is indeed getting thougher, i dont think tt should be an excuse. Well, shall c, nid a break before i go do more revision.

Im kindof down now cuz im realli bored. i hate to study so much but cant help it cuz like i said i nid to maintain my GPA to atleast above 3,5 if i ever want to think of entering uni. This is kinda a back up la...

Haiz if only i had tt someone to keep my sprits high! wheres the la in my lala land??? I nid love and freedom!!! 2 more bloody weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Boring week

2007-01-24T19:46:00.000-08:00

Schools starts late today so yea... ... The only sucky thing is that its raining now and so im stuck at home not being able to do anything. So yea, m super bored at home and just lazing around doing nothing waiting till its time for me to go have lunch b4 heading off to school. Hmm still dunno what to have for lunch? Sushi? Burger? Chicken rice?

Its the bloody exams!!!

2007-01-24T00:41:00.000-08:00

Every 3 months we encounter this dreaded and crappy thing called the exams.... Its the time when you see all of us stressed and its also the time when my coffee intake soars to new addictive heights that previously were thought to be unachieveable.

Yes, once again its the bloody exams. The irritating "period" that constanly comes, sits on my ass for 2 bloody weeks and goes of again only to come again another 3 months. But guess what, mores to come, after my "regular tri-month period " that i have to deal with, i have another problem to deal with this time. Being my attachment! Haiz life's a bummer when you forsee that the next 1 and a half years of your life has already been pre-planned and ruined for you... ...

One thing i realise is that whenever i get my "period" and i become super overly stressed, i start to write and talk to myslef. Maybe this is just the introvert in me i guess. I just cant wait till this darn 3 weeks past and i can go to starbucks or coffee bean to have coffee and read a good book. Instead of having to read nad memorise the huge piles of massive junk that i sharf(not sure of the spelling) into my brain for 3 to 4 weeks before deleting it totally from my brain.

hmm, that was realli theraputic, ive let off some steam but i need to let off more!!! RAR! 3 more weeks till this bloody period goes away! 3 bloody weeks!!! (imagine the pain and discomfort im suffering)

i finally remembered my account!!!

2007-01-22T08:58:00.000-08:00

haha read the title, after much pondering, i remembered my account!

My BIRTHDAY!!!!

2006-12-10T07:55:00.000-08:00

Wow cant belive how fast time has passed. Its been 18 years, 18 years of life. Haha gona be a rather anti climax birthday for me though. Still have to complete the two projects i have and study for the 2 tests that i have on Tuesday.

Cant believe it, im entering a totally different stage of human life liao!!! First up on my lists of things to do are aplenty. im gona :

1) buy alcohol

2)register for driving

3)go clubbing

4)get my bloddy debit card

YAY im 18!!! (rahter sad though im alone at home on my 18 bday. but then again theres always my friends around to celebrate with me right??? HAHA)

being the self loving bastard i am:

im going to wish myself a very big fat happy bday!!!

HAPPY

FREAKING FINALLY HERE

BIRTHDAY

JERAMY!!!!!!!!!

HAHA IF ONLY YOU WERE AROUND TO WISH ME, I WOULD TRADE IT FOR ANYTHING!

why so much work wan????

2006-11-21T23:22:00.000-08:00

Wah today wednesday liao. KNN not stuyding tt time the week pass by so fast. Suppose stay back today do project wan but then kena pang-ser... ... So in the end come home sleep. Then wake me , 5 mins later rain... .... sians shld have waited for the rain then sleep, like tt cooler can sleeper better.

Sian fin exam liao next week is lab test time !!! So mani lab test sia then somemore gor projects to do can die sia. But neh mine tah han 4 weeks can go HK liao... Wah cant wait to go overseas for me well-deserved break sia... Exam results come back liao, as usual the one that is good is beri good the wan tt sucks realli scuks lor... .. ... I prefer like tt, i always believe wan do sumthing must do the best if not dun bother doing it. Which i always follow. Haha subjects intrested can get good grades, those not intrested .. um fuk it lah hahaa!!!

Sian last week no lobang go out, this weekend beri busy... ... Muz buy ms li ting her bday lunch then also go meet the guys for some games... Wah cant wait sia hand beri the itchy... .... hehehehe.

Bday coming liao so happi... Can finally go clubbing and get driving liscense... SET SET... saw this realli nice fossil watch on internet sia, fall in luv with it liao but now no money to buy yet so must wait untill Jan, cuz december confirm go chiong wan so confirm need money. Either tt or someone buy for my bday also can. *HINT HINT HINT* haha someone buy for me can???

bla bla bla

2006-11-20T09:05:00.000-08:00

The exams are over but theres this sucky feeling going around in the air. The crappy results start coming back this week. Dun know how im goin to fair this exams.Though onli 1 paper is of imprtance to me the rest can just fuking flung i tell ya!!!

Stupid freaking bald headed PME lecturer that sucks to the max. He spent half of todays freaking lecture talking about how bad we are. the minute mistakes me made and complaining about the secondary schhool methods we use while doing his crappy paper. Then he goes on saying that he gave us alot of chances and marked very liniently cuz this is the first time we are taking this kind of module. So damm irritaitng, i wanted to take my slipper and sharf it down the jerktards irriting throat and ask to to shut the fuk up. Unlike him all the other lecturers on the bloody campus are very linient in thier marking. While the stupid jerktard is so strict... ... He should just eat a fishball choke and die i tell ya!(it would be good if i had the death noth now!!! i confirm write his name and use a very horrible way to mutilate the asshole while he dies) yea thats how much i hate him!!!

I HATE THE JERKTARD to the max!!! may you effing choke on somthing and die so that i dun have to see you anymore!!!!

Exam liao loh!!!

2006-11-18T18:59:00.000-08:00

Exams finish liao... ... So fast must take exams again very the sain lor. Haha dunno y im talkling like tt but nvr mind lah hor lazy to go change... ... Haiz this time exams ah... *no comment* about the disaster i shalll say. ALl i can say is things are starting to get shitty around here!!! Sian exams liao le but dunno where to go. Wanna go east coast blading but so far then summore no kaki lazy to go... .. Suppose to play mahjong yesterday but kena pang seh... I SO WANN PLAY MAHJONG!!! here tt not faster play leh i wann play. Very long never touch tiles liao hands all beri the itchy... ..

effing irritating!!!

2006-11-07T03:31:00.000-08:00

I cant stand it liao. stupid lecturer keeps bugging as through out the day. Asking us to do the survey at all times of the day. We keep receving SMSes from her to like keep doing the survey it gets so irritating. Sadly i havent done any cuz im always outside stuydin... .. ..

I know im suppose to do it but im not at home!!! bleh watcha gona do???? BITE ME!!!

T-minus 1 week

2006-11-05T09:31:00.000-08:00

My exams are like in a weeks time!!! Thig time got like 6 papers to do... ... Far more then the normal 3 to 4. Meaning that i have to take 2 papers on one of the days and that sucks. The only plus side is that i have lesser chapters to revise. Averaging about 3 per subject. Apart from the crappy maths that i have so much to do. All i can say is i need to freaking start studying now!!! KNS so much shit to do... ... (curses that crappy school of mine)

Listening to my lectures over the net. haha "thats rite my lecturer so hard working still giving lectures at 1 am in the morning, sommore willing to stop and let me blog before we continue again" Hahahaha big laughs to that!!! Haha no lah actually he recoreded all of his lecures into vedios and so now we can log on and watch and learn at the same time. Which is like so useful la cuz i did have a clue on wat the heck iwas studying just now in the afternoon. but now i understand half of the chapter fuly liao. Can even become tution teacher *kay kiang grin on my face* HAha sadly even though we have a week of elearning (meaning lecturer dun wan teach so ask us read ourselves and then do assesment) we have to like go back to school tomorrow for xtra lessons. So shant post too much. "My lecturer waiting for me" haha. Wanna sleep early so can go to school tomorrow... ...

Life is so darn bloddy unfair

2006-10-31T07:59:00.000-08:00

Life is so darn bloddy unfair. Went to NP for brunch with the whole class. All i can say is that they roack and we suck. I mean their campus maybe smaller then ours la but the things there are so mcuh nicer and more "hi-tech"lor i tell ya. Somemore the food there is so much cheaper then those in our crappy poly. I seriously cant think of anything that i like about our poly. The food is expensive, the lecturers are less the satisfactory(not all but some), the holidays are shorter, they have this stupid crappy e-learning week thing and the gals in our poly are not as hot as those in NP lor!!!!

I know ive like spent half the time in most of my post complaining about the crappy poly that im in. but its a fact lor. K dun say bout the gals lah we jsut talk bout the way we learn. We have 5 chapters of math to learn in 6 weeks and even though the lecturers know that it is impossible to finish the syllabus they continue to push on and tall us that its too bad that we do not have enough time tts like WTF???

I seriously think our poly need to re-evalutate itself before they carry on cuz like i said in no matter any area i look in i think all the polys beat the crappy poly im in hands down... ...

XXX poly sucks!!!!

Time is moving so darn slow!!!

2006-10-27T19:14:00.000-07:00

Time is so darn funni i tell ya. I know theres like so little time before the freaking exams come again and yet last night when i tried to study the freaking time seemed to past so damm slowly. The irony of life i tell ya, most of the polies just strated school but we have to deal with the fact that the exams are in like 2 weeks time. Thats rite 2 freaking fishing weeks time!!!! Im like only half confident. Cuz i kindof have been studying for various subjects and not doing my maths. I seriously dun c the point in doing that stupid crappy maths topics that are being taught. Its a freaking waste of time im telling you.

wrote to CX liao and they didnt giv me a reply. kindof expected it so instead went to SATS to apply for the attachemnt. Looks quite intresting hopefully ill have a blast working there. The holidays are coming soon. Like in bout a months time. I keep thinking and calculating the time and number of weeks before the holidays come and it seems so darn fast. But this few weeks before the freaking exam just seem to past so freaking slowly... .. .. .. ..

Haiz i seriously jsut cant keep saying this again and again time is passing to fast generally but life is too slow on the in side. Meaning that the week is going by too fast but the day is just too darn bloody slow. RAR!!!!

Can the freaking exams come and go quickly so i can look forward to the holidays that will be spent in HK!!!! KNN la faster pass lah exams

im blogging about my blog... ...

2006-10-25T08:26:00.000-07:00

I blogging about my blog... dun knoe what to say leh... ... only thing to say is tt i dun feel well, my stomach feels funny. and IM FAT!!!!

The day is long, the night is young!!!

2006-10-17T08:52:00.000-07:00

mI cant believe it, its already the 4th week of the term already. Time seems to past so fast. Today is tuesday, the freaking longest day of the week. Am like in school from 8 all the way till like 10.30 in the night. Had me lessons before going for tkd... ... Just reached home, had a bathe and me bro was nice enough to cook me supper.

I think theres something wrong with my shin... It really really hurts alot and i intend to like go c a doc tomorrow. Tahan for 3 weeks liao cannot tahan anymore leh.... ... Wan fight IVP must faster recover before i start training... ... Hope i dun hav to go for an X-ray or anything, wanna faster come home and sleep tomorrow. My no.1 past time of my life, sleeping.... hahaa i guess i used to be a pig .*oink*

Life has been kinda of boring lately, with me going back into routine mode, something which i hate and cannot stand at all. and so it seems to affect my mood once in a while and i start to become cranky ans start snapping at my friends. haha poor them... kinda waiting for decmeber when the hols come and i can return to my fav place of all time for a solid week. Too bad i cant spend chirstmas here was looking forward to the yearly party my parents thow and kinda actually intended to invite my friend over, but since i wont be around too bad... Spending it in HK sure tops anyting. Wann go there and c if there are like any cheap electrical stuff cuz it kinda cheaper over tt side either tt or i wld wait for my friend who is going to japan and ask him help me buy stuff.... but then again theres always the greens issue.

Sent me email to cathay pacific liao waiting for their reply on the internship. Turns out the rest of the group all dun wanna go cuz of the expenses. But to me its gona be a really really good exposure for me and thus no matter how much the cost is im willing to go. That is ultamatly the airline and place i wanna be in. so im willing to pay and do whatever it takes. I just love the environment in Hk, the weather and the food there. Imagine dim sum for breakfast, preserved vegetables with meat for lunch and rice with pig oil(it taste the best) for dinner. WOW my mouth is like just salivating right now.

Time seems to past so darn fast, espcially after tuesday, the week seems to move into auto moade and the time just flies past. Then comes the weekend and before you know it,the week is gone and you see monday again...oh yea speaking of time, its 10 weeks to me bday cant wait so happi bout it.

LALA 10 more weeks

Time flies!

2006-10-12T08:49:00.000-07:00

The third week of the term is almost up, time really flies fast sia... This week was rather pack. Monday had a full day, Tuesday had TKD and Wednesday had the tupid ITP breifing. Went out for dinner just now cuz daddi came home today and has to work on Sat so we decided to have dinner tonight together. Had jap,yummy!!!

Haiz having ITP in feb next year. Thinking of applying to work at Cathay Pacific. If by some actual mirical(not sure of the spelling) it is actually apporved, it means i get to go to HK and work for 9 weeks. That would be the higlight of my poly life i tell ya... For someone who aims to work and stay in HK this would be a good start and test of how it would feel to live in HL for a period of time... I could stay with my auntie and my cousin, haha tt wld be so cool. Somemore that period is when its just getting warm after their so called winter and tt would mean that the temperature would be just nice.... ...

The only bad thing is that i wont get to spend the chinese new year here in singapore... So sad rite, but i would willining trade it for an intership with CX... After all that is my ultimate dream to work for them and stay in HK.... Dunno why but after going there so many times i still like the place alot. It mayb b dirtier and less greeneries around but it beats leaving here alot more. Shall try and send my application in tomorrow after i ask the rest of my friends.

But the funni thing about the attachment is that the pay is crap( i wont mind working for free with CX but wont b willing to do that in spore) . Its like 440 a month. The poli keeps emphasiezing that the attachment is to simulate the wokring life, simulate my sweet candy ass i say, if you simulate than you should also pay us resonably. Ive earned more selling shoes. If you ask me i would put it at 650 much more resonable compared to the 440. At least its resonable, its till lower then the standard min income but atleast its reasonable.... All i can say is the poli inst very good in this areas of student welfare.... ....

Haha if anybodi from CX is reading me blog pls offer me and me friends internship pls, pretty pretty pls..... I wanna go there and work and eat all the yummy food there. Have dim sum for breakfeast, lai cha( tea with milk) for teabreak, mui choi kao yok(preserved vegetables with fatty meat) for lunch and rice with pig oil for dinner....

Anybodi.............................

from Cathy Pacific in HK????????????

....

pls sombodi????

anyone????

you there are you from CX????

Weekend blues... ...

2006-10-07T10:06:00.000-07:00

Its the second weekend of the term and im already bored.Wanted to spend time with the parents today seeing how may daddy has been traveling so often theese days. But didnt know that daddy had to work. So ended up not doing anything as i didnt bother to ask till this morning. So i ended up spending the whole day at home and boy was it boring. Was playing company of heros the whole morning and went back to sleep till about 2. Then i actually did some work in the afternoon. So proud of meself *give me a pat on me back* ... ...

Its like 1 now and i feel so bored. Like just sitting back and doing nothing. Lala im so bored.... ... Someone entertain me, if only you were around to talk to me.... haiz reminds me of the chinese song, Im waiting for you... ...

Life is monotenous!!!

2006-10-05T04:11:00.000-07:00

The week seems to be coming to an end. The week seemed to have fly past though... ... Wonder why, haha felt that the days passed rather fast. Maybe cuz life is going into a routine again. With the constant routine of waking up, going to school and coming back.

Haiz, how can ones mood change from anticipation in week one to boredem in week two just like tt????

The roof of my house i falling!!!

2006-10-02T04:23:00.000-07:00

Im serious about my title, the roof seems to be falling. In fact the whole darn house is falling apart. After 50 years, im not suprised that the house is starting to fall apart. Just last week it was the door and then followed by the air-con. Then now its the tap in the bathroom and the roof... ...

Lala anyways, its the second week of the crappy school that im in. i say that because of the basic fact the the rest of the polys are still on holiday while the crappy poly of mine is already into its second week. Seriously when it comes to this kind of stuff and creativity, i think the crappy poly im in is the worst maybe cuz its too old lor... ... well like my friends say i cant really complain, i chose the stinking school i wanted to be in. the only good thing i would say about this darn poly is the wide range of courses i guess... ... ...

Anyways enough complaining, i just have another 1 and a half years to bear with.

Dont really like the new timetable also, the previous one was so much more slack... ... ok i suddenly dun feel like typing anymore... ... im just so bored :o

Darn!!!

2006-09-29T05:40:00.000-07:00

fish sia my post got deleted.... So im not going to re-type the whole thing. Cuz tts a waste of time and wat i type will be different from my first draft.

So i shall summarise what i did: i blogged :)

cheers!!!

bored with a capital B

2006-09-28T04:41:00.000-07:00

Im bored, i reealli am damm bored now. School started and i still dun realli have the drive to study yet. But exams are like in a short fishing 6 weeks away and i hav to start studyin soon. It kindof sucks la start school not even a week and must think of exams. Really truelly WTF lor!!! But there is a reason for it though, by having exams in 6 weeks it allows me to go HK and enjoy me chritsmas without having to think about studies and that is totally worth it. If only i could bring "you" to HK with me i would be so happy... ... Haiz dun wan to start on tt slow and heart breaking subject*sobs*

Well on the nice side, i applied for me debit card liao, so happi. Means i get to bring it to HK soon. :) The week is like almost up and soon itll be the weekend. Lala going to install the hi-fi i leeched off my parents this weekend and thorw all the junk out of me room. The place looks like a darn pig sty i tell ya. Will try to find space to put everything neatly. You wont believe the amount of junk there is in my shevels. There are still like secondary school books sitting on me shelfs. HAHA, kindof shows how lazy i am to clear the crap there in me room... ...

Lala, shall go do the homework i have... ....

school start liao boo!

2006-09-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

I knew it would come but didnt expect it to come so fast. Fast, the crappy new school term has started already and it doesent look good at all. My first exams are like in 6 weeks and tts like wtf lor??? Means that my engine has to kick in quicked then usual and this time the modules look far more chim then they used to... ... *gulps*

Finished work on sunday and now am jobless again. The next sem is going to be attachemnt. Should be heading to the airport to look for work. Meaning that i have to travel for atlest 45 mins everyday to and fro and get crappy pay for it. On the plus side, theres the cheap booze and nice gals haha!!!

Lala, school started and i have no money again*sighs*

I ate another egg today!!!

2006-09-22T08:09:00.000-07:00

Its my second last day of work and im still eating eggs. Cant be helped though, the whole shopping center is so darn empty so i wont really blame myself cuz theres like no wan to sell the shoes to.

So sad the holidays are like coming to an end. Four weeks seems to have whisked past so fast. Time to go back to school on monday and face another semester of study. Really drag going back cuz its like a total waste of time. I go there to sleep and laze around as the lecturer talks to himself untill the last few weeks before the exams. And we all start to get paniky and wished that we have listened to the murmuring lecturer right from the start. This i guess is the irony of life, we know the dangers and problems that would result from a certain action. Yet we chose to follow through that particular action.

Time passes really quick, its going to be the end of yet another year and soon ill be in year 3. Everything seems to be moving so quickly. Theres like no time to stop and take a breather. You start the first week and u laze around thinking that theres time but before u know it, its the exam week.

Lala, well tomorrows the last day of work. I quite liked the feeling of working there but its time to move on and find a new job i suppose. Hope i sell shoes tomorrow and dun go home eating another egg. I had one today and it tasted awfull.... ....

La la la

2006-09-19T09:10:00.000-07:00

Ive been eating too many eggs these few days. LALALA and i dun feel like writing

The holidays are ending!!!

2006-09-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

I cant believe it, the freaking holidays are ending soon. so darn fishing sad. Lala sold 4 pairs of shoes today. Then left to get a cake for mummy. Had to celebrate early cuz i hab to work afternoon shift tomorrow. Cuz like afternoon no guys and they need a guy around to u know help out in case they need anything.

The new york cheesecake from bakerzin was superb i tellya. It had like jam on the top and the cheese was like just nice so nice.... ... haha didnt regret orderin tt ata ll i tellya.

Meet a Mystry shopper just b4 i went home just now. Didnt fare well at all. But well tt was due to the commotion casued by the previous customer. I kindof noticed the distinct action of the shopper. Find it kind of sad la, the staff are already overworked on thw weekends and yet they have to subject themselves to certain kind of customers who go to the extreme to test the staff. imagine having to work and be under constant scrutiny... ... Service staff are also humans, they will crack once in a while so is there really a need to constantly subject the staff to this kind of pressure???

Imagnine serving someone who is on the phone. The customer claims that staff didnt do thier job. But in actual fact he didnt hear them cuz he was on the phone. ... ... ... LALA just dont understand is there a need to do all this???

KNS results

2006-09-13T08:43:00.000-07:00

The results are in, and boy are they KNS results. GPa dropped this time round. to a all time low of 3.7 sumthing. Expected though, i guessed tt i wld hit around this range this time. So weel c how things go next sem.

Went out today with someone. Had fun went to watch little man and we snicked into watch part of Devil Wears Prada. HAd a nice afternoon, though i ended up buying her lunch cuz of the bet we made.

But now im sick and dunno if i can drag meself to work tomorrow. Haha lets c how things go bah!!!

I hate Jerks

2006-09-10T09:42:00.000-07:00

I just cant stand it, my stomach is full of fire!!! damm those freaking fishing jerky customers. Had to serve a few customers of a certain race jsut now and boy can i say they are one bunch of arrogant Bus *toot* i tell you. they think they are like damm big just cuz they come and spend thier money here. Cant believe it u know, the customer was so rude.

I greeted the customer and i turned my back to move to another side when he tapped me and went "im talking to you" in a bloddy thick accent. So rude lor i tell ya. I mean can just say nicely rite dun need show me yr bloddy attitidue. Sometimes i feel that people should understand that service is somthing that goes both ways. If you treat the sales assistant with respect, he will treat you nicely too cuz ultimately you're buying things from them.

Certain customers think that just becuz they are the one purchasing items they are god. Well this people should just all rot in a bottle of viniger i tell u. Imagine if we both swoped places, how wld they feel?

Jsut to keep it short: RAR la go rot in a bottle of viniger u dam Bus*toot*s

its gettin boring liao!!!

2006-09-07T10:47:00.000-07:00

K its really getting boring now. the novelty of the new job is wearing off and im starting to feel the "toll" of the job. But today was okay la, since there was like a new comer today. So not so boring u know, atlest got some one of me age to talk to. I think her name is like damm cool lor. Haha... ...

Lala, have been like taking 2 days to watch wan movie lor cuz i kindof slp early nowadays. Watched lucky like slevin and 16 blocks. both damm cool movies. well judging form da fact tt i havent watched movies for a long long time.

There like no more coke in the fridge lor so i cant drink the vodka cuz its too dam strong for me to drink its on the rocks. sO i gotta like buy more drinks to mix with the vodka...... ... lalala

i need money to buy lots of stuff lah im tellin u

ear rings!!!

2006-09-06T04:41:00.000-07:00

I got my ear rings liao finally. Went out with friends and had lunch. Went to this realli nice chocalate house la i tell ya. They serve nothing but chocalate there i tellya.

The drinks there were like pure chocalate with onli a little milk and it tasted fantastic. It was just nice. chocalate sweet and tts all. Then the fondue was also damm nice la, it was like served in those arometic dish thingy with the small candel bruning under it. Whats more is tt when u like walk into the chocalate house rite, you can smell the chocalate powder lor cuz the whole house is filled with that rich and strong aroma. WAHHH. so nice i tell ya, im confirm going back there again and again and again and again.

its still quite infamous la, so not many ppl know about it yet and i intend to keep it tt way so i shant say where the place is. HAHa.... ...

Then after tt went to get me ear rings, got a black diamond wan that looked not bad on me ear. First saw one that was a "whitish diamond" but tt wan was a little too big so went to heeren and got another wan. Haha looked soo nice. Its back to work tomorrow hope i can wear the ear rings and not get caught by anyone. Haha then itll like look so darn freaking cool lah i tell you. Sadly cant go for the SPTKD BBQ this friday lor cuz im like working till so late. Maybe, just maybe i will try to just pop by and say hi after work, depending on weather there are still people there. Haha shld learn from me and just use a disposable BBQ pit.

m so tired i tell ya, can sleep till the end of the month :0

day 4

2006-09-03T08:35:00.000-07:00

its like been 4 days since i started work. Guess how much ive made in commision, 7.50, yea after selling 15 pairs i get 7.50. Not really complaining, just being alittle whiny tts all. Cuz other people get paid more for selling one pair of shoes.

Just had like 3 cups of coke with vodka, so nice. Tomorrow is afternoon shift meaning that i can sleep late and wake up late today. haha cant wait for wed, me first off day to finally relax and do things that i wanna do.

tata, lazy to type

Vodka

2006-09-01T08:17:00.000-07:00

That, that is absolut vodka sitting in my freezer. Me daddy bought it for me from the airport and i was soooo happy!!! Haha just took alittle just now and was like wow haha havent taken something so strong for such a long time. Haha so gona buy some coke and sprite tommrow to mix drink and enjoy. LALA so happi :)

Started work liao, today was me third day and made lots os sales today. Sold a total of 6 pairs today and all together i sold 10 pairs the past few days. Haha, so 3 clark today aking mine the highest sales. Muhaha, i sold 2 of the 3 pairs. SO DARn proud.

Went out with dennis and the gang just now for dinner before i came home. Im like so tired i tell ya. Standing for 7 hrs is not somthing that is exactly very relaxing....

Lala off to enjoy tt big bottle of VOdka, without cake tt is.........

First day on the job!

2006-08-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

It took me 8 hrs of standing around and waiting, but i finally did it, i caught my first fish. Haha no la just kidding. I sold my first pair of shoes. This malay guy came with his children and i went to serve them. Thye tried on 3 pairs and in the end bought 1 pair. Haha was so happy to make my first sale. Its not quiksilver bout ill make do with it. Haha and as usual, im the youngest there again! Never fails to amaze me how young i am even though its a fact that i dont look my age.

On the other hand i got other things to worry about. Haha like maybe, just mayb i mayb moving to indo. Haha there is a posibility. Shant say much will see how things go b4 i eleborate. This thought actually scares the hell out me lah i tell you!

Sleepy Sleepy!

2006-08-29T08:54:00.000-07:00

Lala i start work tomorrow!!!

I found a job already!!!

2006-08-28T08:17:00.000-07:00

I found a job already, well technically my friend got the job and didnt want it so he passed it to me, but yea u get the idea. Ive got a job. Selling shoes, CLARK choes i think... ... Lala kindof what i was looking for, wanted to be a sales assitant but maybe at quiksilver or sumthing like that. But never mind i think this would do just fine.

Need black pants though, cuz they dont allow jeans. So yea either need to buy mayb one or two more pairs if not borrw from someone bah. Haha cant believe i landed a job so fast. Hope the people there are nice bah. I guess the shifts would be flexible? If not i would like end at 9 everynight and cant go out at all!!! *sobs* means i cant go out with her. didnt i like not go back to the other job just for that reason??? well lets c how things go bah... ...

May even work there after the holidays depending on how things go and how flexibe the job can get. So yea haha... ...

holidays!!!

2006-08-28T00:37:00.000-07:00

Hmm the holidays are here already. Havent found a job though, so just lazing around having nothing to do. Haha havent had a holiday for a long time, usually would be working during the holidays bbut this time is different, thougth i would try sumthing different. well we'll see how things go bah.

Went for Nationals yesterday, took photos, not all came out good though. Due to both the photographer and the camera. hehe, im not entirly to blame for the photos haha. Took certain nice ones. Got Xing De doing a back hook i think. The picture was okay except for the leg that looked blur. Haha will have to do sumthing bout the photos i think.

Lala im so bored!!!!

Its over!!!

2006-08-24T07:25:00.000-07:00

Yea, its over, its all over, the fishing freaking exams and finally over. Over i tell you, finish already, yes i cant keep saying this again and again, the exams are over. Done deal, Finito, Hao liao, K.O, yea over already!!!!!!!!

2 more days, 2 more

2006-08-22T09:21:00.000-07:00

Lala, im terribly happy, to me the worst paper is already over. Now the only paper left is the second most difficult paper. That means that i only have to bear with this ordeal for just another 2 more days. Its already wednesday so tt means just 2 more days... ... Im so darn happy

Have been planning me whole week ahead of me already!!! Going out for dinner with the guys on thurs, hopefully with XXX on friday, not sure who to go out with on sat, maybe ill just stay at home and play mahjong and Sunday its off to watch the TKD national tournement, to support me shifu. Have sent in me "application" to borrow my dadddys camera(yea can u believe i have to apply to borrow the camera). The application is still pending apporval though... ...

But the bottom line is that im estethic that the darn maths paper is over. Yea sure i didnt know how to do the last question which is qorht 10 marks, but i was like so high after the paper. mainly cuz maths was my least prepared subject this round so yea.

I put up me wishlist on me blog this afternoon. Haha got like 20 over items on the list, some which are just dreams while others are must haves!!! I want my vodka and shades for sure and i also want a really nice big cup. dont want to keep using me daddys cup... ...

Lalalala, just 2 days, 2 freaking fishing darn diddly days!!!!

After monday, its 3 days left!

2006-08-20T11:38:00.000-07:00

I know its damm irritaing lah, but i just have to keep counting down to encourage meself to continue studying untill the last freaking day. Its really tiring to have to study till the wee hours of the morning, learning things that is really not usefull at all!!!

Still in the process of designing me new blogskin, really like it alot especially with the cool final fantasy picture and all. Am really happy with it, compared to the skin i tried yesterday, this one beats the other one like by 10 times.

The PM had his speech just now n was listening to it. Haha he mentioned about the aircraft MRO sector of singapore, and me dad was asking me what that meant about building a new airhub at seletar and all. Well it only means more jobs but it also means more competition especially after the "publicity" by the PM. Im sure the DARE and DASE courses in SP will increase thier intake next year, watch next year... ... so this actually means that the question of should i go to the UNI rises up again. Cuz if i do go to the uni it means time wasted and the traning for a degree and diploma holder is the same. So yea we'll c how things go when the time comes... ...

Lala going to continue to desing me blog and study... ... ...

The countdown begins!!!

2006-08-19T12:22:00.000-07:00

Its like 3.20 in the morning and im still cramming. this sucks!!! ive been like cramming for the past few days and i must say the feeling sucks. Its like the whole wrold is F@() ing asleep and im still awake studyin crap that i will forget the minute i walk out of the exam hall. The only thing i like about the night is the silence and tranqulity(no sure bout the spelling). where theres like no one to bother you and u just stuyd and do stuff at yr own pace and time.

Ive grown to like the night alot i must say. All started with the Os and its slowly followed till now. the night rocks lah i tell ya. There only one thing missin, the BOOZE, yea thats whats missing i tell ya.

Look at that, rows and rows of booze!!! It so excites me. Cant wait to be able to buy those and pack me freezer full of those babies. Then can drink whenever i wan, imagine at 2am drinking a Vodka Martini!!!! SOOOOO TEMPTING!!! hahaaa

Anyways, slept at 4 also last night and woke up at like 9 sumthing lah, but i must say had a very nice dream that i like. Shant say cuz its a me dream, really cool dream that kindof made my day even though i slpet for such a short period of time only. Hahaha

5 more days, just 5 more days and im free, another set of modules completed and one step closer to graduating from SP, looking for me job and getting me car. Haiz time sure passes fast. Wanna join the coming IVP and am determined to get meself a gold. Shifu has agreed to train me from scratch lah.

Rar , i realli like typing and doing things at night i tell ya especially after 12 in the night, thats like when im the most active till about 3 sumthing then i start to get sleepy... ... Got about half and hr before i go hit the sack, gona finish what im reading now and then hit the sack/hey whatever u call it.

5 more days i tell ya, after tt on friday. im not gona do anything i tell ya, am going to sleep the whole fishihng day before i go meet XXX( lets hope so la now only sunday talk about friday things alittle far fetch la) then go for dinner or sumthing bah... ...

Okays, shall go continue me reading before i sleep again. Hope theres sumthing nice for breakfeast tomrrow, though i wont realli eat la, find that if i wake up late, i usually loose me appitite, dunno why, mayb cuz the fact that im a pig andi crave SLEEP!!!!

Lalalala

1 more F@#$king week!!!

2006-08-18T08:58:00.000-07:00

1 more, just 1 freakingly measly fishing week before the bloddy exams finish. Im dieing from the late nights that i have to cram i tell ya!!! HF wasnt all that bad, remebered a big fat buch of stuff and just threw everything onto the darn paper. Now its like ive forgotten everything.... .....

Lala just finishined teaching me cousin how to ignore her sister. The sister did sumthing very bad u know!!! she pao to her elder sister!!! so bad right,i cant excpet tt i tell ya. If me brother were to pao to me i confirm whack him wan. So cannot must teach my juniors the "code of siblings" cannot anyhow pao to people wan, its wrong and unethical.

I cant stop thinking of Vodka i tell u. It keeps creaping back into me mind. Especially after watching the show where they featured Q bar. They got 111 kinds of Vodka u know, 111 leh!!!!
im going to learn, keep all me vodkas in me freezer and keep them there!

Lalala , cay me gona study liao 2 more freaking papers left

Declared brain dead!!!

2006-08-16T08:36:00.000-07:00

Declared brain dead on 16 August 2006 @ 2300hrs.

I am like officially brain dead. Taking me next paper tomorrow, which means 2 less papers to take. Am still trying to survive this two long, monotonus crappy weeks that seems to last forever and ever and ever. But am anticipating that it will past faster with the weekends round the corner and then one more weeks before i can burn all me books goodbye!!!

Need a job though, tryin to look for jobs at places like quicksilver or sumthing like tt. More on the service side, cuz i absolutely adore doing that kind of jobs. Imagine having to use me mouth all the time... ... I just like the idea so cool lor!!!!

RAR!!!!!!! RAR!!!!!

Oh yea im looking for this duck hes name is dennis if anyone knows where the F%^$# he is pls tell him i am looking for him!!!

snigers

2006-08-14T09:38:00.000-07:00

Chocolate said to a lollipop,

you are damn sweet,,

And the lollipop said :

Not as sweet as the person

reading this!

Your smile makes me flat,,

your talks make me glad,,

Your company makes me mad,,

But your absence makes me sad,,

*snigers* extremly F*$%king mushy poem, but me like haha!!! considering about sending this to her haha. Well besides that, im telling you this 2 nights are like killing me, have been cramming like mad for the F%$#ing exams as usual!!!

Do you know that at 30 degrees, you start to loose the ability to read and comprehend things, and if u increase the temperature by just another 2 degrees, your cognitive response drops by 55 to 65%!!! * standing ovation comes aloud, with wolf whistles and claps from all thr girls in the crows*

2 weeks tts all i need to hang on before i can tose the batch of darn texts away for good. Haiz need to cram, got exams tomorrow.... ....

Good luck to those having exams, especially XXX

就是你

2006-08-13T08:05:00.000-07:00

你

就是你

对你从来就没有怀疑

为了要遇见你

我用尽我所有的力气

就是你就是你

除了爱自己我更爱你

没有钻石华丽却有独一无二的魅力

喜欢你的个性

喜欢你的反应

遇见你不怕难题

相信我自己答案就是你

Haha another song with nice lyrics that i can kinda relate to... ... ... im so bored, two more weeks to cramming before im free for a month. Gotta find a job though so that can atleast have some income to spend. Haiz peeps from the company going to HK, so lucky. Sometimes me would rather work then spend time studying.. .. But me guess its for the greater good and just have to hang on bah! Lala studies suck!!!

so mani mani mani things to do!!!

2006-08-11T09:39:00.000-07:00

Ive said it before and im going to say it again, SO MUCH F%$# TO DO!!!!.

Haiz the last 2 weeks of the term have fianlly gone by. All the crap that needs to be cleared has already been cleared. The reports, the lab tests, the test and the presentations are all gone. Now leaves the freaking exams which is like in a few days away lah!!!

cheers to meself!!!

The worlds a bummer, with the recent Engalnd events, air travel is taking another hit and this will greatly impact airlines, its staff and engineers!!! RAR . this poses two serious problems. Firstly, a short term problem, it means that this time when i go overseas i wont be able to buy booze cuz we'r not allowed to carry any sort of liquid!!! (this sucks i want mu absolut VODKA VANILA and the rest!!!!) . Secondly, being an aerospace student, i should be worried cuz it may affect my employment and thus my pay and the cash for my car and that is a big problem!!!

Besides that, everything going slow. Cramming for the exams now!!! LALALA i want my absolut vodka, going crazy over it!!! Look at them so pretty, so nice, so inocent, if only i could have them all now!!!

My 2006 shopping list

2006-08-08T23:35:00.000-07:00

yes im posting this for fun, unless my friends who happen to chance upon this entry would actually take this into consideration for my coming bday(HINT):

Oakley Square wire 2.0
Topman long sleeve ring collar tee shirt
my driving liscense
new addidas shoes
new nike shoes, the leather ones
Crumpler bag (the $189 ones)
Crumpler pouch
money clip wallet (not sure of the brand saw it at the wallet shop)
Absolut Vodka (yes every darn single flavour)
palm top/handphone/organiser all combines into one
PSP
my own TV ( LCd or plasma either i wont mind)
a nice cap to hide my hair when im lazy to do it up
swatch watch (the black one)
Victrinox watch
my own ride (i put this so low cuz i know its impossible)
nice ring not the big ones
pierce my ear(???)

lala got so manny things i want but no money *sighs* unless i strike the 2.8 million toto!!! haha

Tokyo Drift rocks!!!!

2006-08-08T08:32:00.000-07:00

This is the most awesome movie i have seen this year!!! it rocks. It has spurred my determination to get my car... The fairlady in the moive was sooo nice with the spoiler and all...... Too bad its too expensive if not i confirm aim it, but the black one was sooo nice.

Watching these kind of shows just spurs me on and makes me wanna get my car even more. Imagine me in my awsome SUBARU IMPRZA WRX STI (2006 version). It has to be blue in colour with the gold car rims and full sports kit. Then install the neon light on the base of the car and add on the powerfull base and sound system!!!! so nice i tell ya!!!!

RAR imagine, then of course i would wear my surf shorts and my oakleys, so dam F%$^ing cool i tell ya!!! In 4 months that dream would be one step closer!!!! RAR the movie is just so nice i think ill go watch it again in!!!

TOKYO DRIFT ROCKS!!!!

起初只是朋友

2006-08-06T09:00:00.000-07:00

坐在窗邊看夜景　等著黎明的來臨

夜空佈滿了星星　彷彿點燃著你的名

曾經擁有的回憶　是否會像顆流星

光芒絢麗　劃過天際

消失後毫無痕跡

起初只是朋友而已　這個故事誰不熟悉

美麗的結局我不敢肯定　等待你的回應

起初只是朋友而已　以後是否能再繼續

這份感情若帶給你恐懼

我寧願隱藏在心底

在這一夜　我沒有睡

一直後悔為何要把自己說清

萬一　只是萬一

我就會一瞬間　完全失去你

I like the name of the song!!!!

大城小爱

2006-08-05T08:05:00.000-07:00

乌黑的发围盘成一个圈

缠绕所有对你的眷恋

搁着半透明的脸嘴里说的语言

完全没有欺骗

屋顶灰色瓦片安静的画面

灯火是你美丽那张脸

终于找到所有流浪的终点

你的微笑就输了疲倦

千万不要说天长地久

免的你觉的我不切实际

想多么简单就多么简单

是妈妈告诉我的哲理

脑袋都是你心里都是你

小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜

念的都是你全部都是你

小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心

乌黑的发围盘成一个圈

缠绕所有对你的眷恋

终于找到所有流浪的终点

你微笑就输了疲倦

千万不要说天长地久

免的你觉的我不切实际

想多么简单就多么简单

让我大声的对你说

I FIANGEN NOW YOU

脑袋都是你心里都是你

小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜

念的都是你全部都是你

小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心

那回城的票根你留做纪念

不必害怕面对一边

剪掉一丝头发让我放在胸前

走到那里都有你陪

相随~~~~~~~~~~~

脑袋都是你心里都是你

小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜

念的都是你全部都是你

小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心

脑袋都是你心里都是你

小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜

OH~~念的都是你全部都是你

小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心

拉拉拉拉拉~~~~~~~~~拉拉拉拉拉

拉拉拉~~~~~~~拉拉拉拉

乌黑的发围盘成一个圈

缠绕所有对你的眷恋

那一种寸步不离的感觉

我知道就叫~~做~~~缘

Been extermly busy week. With the amount of work that has been pilling up, beginning to feel the stress. The weeks test and presentations are over, turned out ok. Still have another week to go before i can rest for the weekend then the exams start. Trying to make time to ask u out though...... Well we c how things go yea...

Im drowning!!!

2006-08-03T05:24:00.000-07:00

The workload is klling me!!! With the amount of time and shit that i have to put up with, its mentally exhausting. Dunno mayb i need to get out this saturday, just to get a breather before more work caves in on me??? AHHHHHHHH i dunno la i need to relax tts for sure.......

2 reports
3 lab test
4 online quiz
1 presentation
___________
= dead me x_x

AAAA so mani things to do

2006-07-31T06:12:00.000-07:00

RAR!!!!! ive got so much to do. Ive got 2 reports to generate, 2 lab test, 2 quizes that have to be completed by the end of this week. How crappy is that??? Ive been typing the whole day. Not gona type anymore, my hands hurt!!!

Lalala

2006-07-30T05:50:00.000-07:00

We acheived gold!!!! Yeap, was aclose fight but we did our best and acheived what we wanted. Im happy, lala. Next up , IVP gold as a fighter. Its not gona be easy but gona try my best.. .. ..

"The reason we win

is because

we aim for the sky

and

achieve the stars"

* stars!!! *

2006-07-27T08:47:00.000-07:00

Im having a flu and soar throat, im dying!!!

无缘 ???

2006-07-26T08:16:00.000-07:00

无缘

我承认我也有点情绪该好好谈却让你离去

改天买点什么哄你你就不会生气

一个星期都没你消息十七个留言都没回应

感觉有一点不对劲让我开始担心

我说了什么我做了什么还是问题不在谁认错

错在那不该做的却一直做该说的没有说

我说了什么我做了什么你我还要骗自己多久

如果装若无其事重头来过让我们比较好过是对还是错

Hey ooh ooh 有什么出错

足够的技巧不去争执足够的成熟但没情趣

会是爱得不够多还是根本爱错

分手这念头你有闪过老实说我也想过很多

难得但讽刺的默契想想会更难过

我说了什么我做了什么还是问题不在谁认错

错在那不该做的一直做该说的没有说

我说了什么我做了什么你我还要骗自己多久

如果装若无其事重头来过让我们比较好过是对还是错

怪你不如我先想清楚慢慢了解爱不是在比谁痛

多用心都没有用怪缘分不够

Things have seemed to grind to a halt... ... but the two of is are busy with the upcoming exams, so well see... ... ..

Pattern Teams!!!

2006-07-25T08:26:00.001-07:00

Good Luck to:

SP ee Jang Pattern Team

SP sam Jang Pattern Team

SP sa Jang Pattern Team

SP oo Jang Pattern Team

SP pa Jang Pattern Team

may we all get good results back!!!!

"work hard, strive hard, win hard"

I think blue looks better on me compared to green!!!

2006-07-25T08:26:00.000-07:00

Well, am in a fiarly good mood today... Found out that i got my first double and am one step closer to my blackbelt. Need to start training for my IVP soon after the exams. And oh yea i need a job too.

Haiz, things are kind of starting to slow down now but just gona let it slow down for my exams. After tt its full steam ahead. MUHAHAHA!!!

http://www.smiles2006.com/module/mural&int_cur_position=17980

lala can you see me and XXX???

What can i say you surprise me

2006-07-24T04:34:00.000-07:00

終於下了決心約你在某個街角

距離三四公里好像就能看見你微笑

擦肩而過行色匆匆橫穿過人潮

誰能瞭解為了說愛你苦練整個通宵

直覺它告訴我

你也會愛上我

但距離越近越難接近這顆心狂跳快瘋掉

*I want you

I need You

想?**A擁抱

I want you

I need you

要你知道

顫抖的我加速心跳

閉上眼的我在最後祈禱

直覺它告訴我還有一秒

我所有的愛你就能感受到 *

終於發現自己距離你只有一秒

人群剎那之間好像突然變得靜悄悄

背對著我你的孤單很渴望依靠

為何只有一步之遙我卻永遠走不到

Rap:

沒什麼大不了

這一切不重要

回憶統統忘掉

想念開始都發燒

是我的嗜好

別說我太無聊

我只是停不了戒不掉

每時每刻要沒完沒了要你好

出人意料的信號意想不到的擁抱

都是為了看你笑

What can i say, what u did just now kindof made me heave a sign of relieve... :0 This song really kind of explians how im feeling now... ... Well all i can say now is lets just allow things to work themselves out. We'll see how things go theese two weeks, understand that we both need to study for exams. So like i said "Let nature take its course" Get well yea!!!

Im tipsy but not drunk

2006-07-21T07:26:00.000-07:00

shouldnt have drank on an empty stomach. Realli feeling the effects big time now everything seems to be revolving around now. For sure im not walking and thinking straight right now. But one thing s for sure, that look on your face today really made my day. Your message resotred the meaning of life and made mr fly to the moon.

Hope things eill only get better between us and soon better things will blossom. This i say dispite the poundering head and swirling world i see and fell now. Thanks for making my day... ...

Happy Birthday XXX!!!

春天是他最爱的季节

当微风随意吹乱他的头发

他并不在意身边世界的吵杂

只想著自己生命中的变化

还有十五分钟才午休

从早到晚没有想像中那么好过

安定的日子不一定就是幸福

忘不掉他在心里做过的梦

他今年农历三月六号刚满二十二

刚甩掉课本要离开家看看这世界

却发现许多烦恼要面对

oh yeah

他常会想望能回到那年他一十二

只需要好好上学生活单纯没忧愁

他就像一朵蓓蕾满怀希望

秋天是忽然间就来临

青春虽然有本钱可以洒脱

一场恋爱二十二个月就结束

才知道有些感情不值得赌

九月天气还是有点热

他想公车再不来就走一走路

他开始明白等待未必有结果一个人也能走上梦的旅途

他今年农历三月六号刚满二十二

刚甩掉课本要离开家看看这世界

却发现许多烦恼要面对

oh yeah

他常会想望能回到那年他一十二

只需要好好上学生活单纯没忧愁

他一直满怀希望

人生偶尔会走上一条陌路

像是没有指标的地图

别让他们说你该知足

只有你知道什么是你的幸福

他常会想望能回到那年他一十二

只需要好好上学生活单纯没忧愁

他笑著想过未来

oh 他应该得到幸福如此的简单的梦有没有实现

陶喆-二十二

Is my phone okay?

2006-07-20T05:35:00.000-07:00

Is there something wrong with my phone? Dosent seem to be ringing ? maybe its spoilt or somthing? or Mayb im just impatient

陌生人

2006-07-19T09:05:00.001-07:00

點了最後一支香煙

拿著準備好的行李

好想打個電話給妳　卻沒有勇氣

多麼期待妳會再打來

叫我別走　妳的最愛　不必悲哀

電話沒響所有一切都一樣

還記得我們的承諾　總想起妳說過愛我

　自暴自棄也沒有用　難到我真的想不通

　雖然傷口越來越痛　感覺呼吸越來越重

　不會再　停著一直做夢　

哭也沒用　忍著傷痛　Yeah

　離開妳我真的痛　妳不知道　妳不知道

　哭著　看著妳　離開我

　妳看不到　妳聽不到　

為甚麼　為甚麼　要離去　

為甚麼　為甚麼　再相遇

　已變成　陌生人

看著我們當天的那照片

當天我們的記念

那灰藍的天　又再回到從前

躺在我的懷裡看夕陽

妳說希望永遠都一樣

不管怎樣不停回想

結局過後　還能怎樣

多麼期待妳會再打來

躺在我的懷裡看夕陽

妳說希望永遠都一樣

多麼期待妳會再打來

雖然傷口越來越痛　感覺呼吸越來越重

離開妳我真的痛　妳不知道　妳不知道

為甚麼　為甚麼　要離去

為甚麼　為甚麼　再相遇

哭著　看著妳　離開我

妳看不到　妳聽不到

為甚麼　為甚麼　再相遇

已變成　陌生人

Really describes how i feel now. Just like eating ice cream. Just finish eating the first scoup and hoping to try more.

Well, lets see how things go, let nature take its own course i guess but will it be too late i wonder?

busy busy busy

2006-07-09T09:29:00.000-07:00

im bored and i dun know what to write!!!

Motivation???

2006-05-11T10:44:00.000-07:00

Haiz lately no motivaiton to study.

Modules are crappy and boring. Have no idea why i am studyin all thses cuz im certain i wotn be needing all these knowledge when im working in the future. Dont see how i need to know how a ampiflier works when yr job scope is guding a plane to park and move off. Moreover, the lecturers are @#$%^&&&* . One is an ass who seems to assume that we know everything and thus there isnt a need to teach. While the other is so dam sarcarstic old chap. Macham like hold a knife to your head like tt lor, you say somehitng wrong and the knife comes down hard on you. only to find that the knife was a rubber when, causing u to look like an idiot.

Times flies, 4th week of term is almost over and soon it wil be the holidays again. Sian time flies so fast. soon will be 18 and can drive my subaru liao. Then b4 u know it you start work then get a family , have children , retire , enjoy life and then DIE!!! while the wonders of a life cycle i guess. Have totally no motivation and drive to study yet. Though i rpomise myself i wont hug the buddahs feet at the last mintue, still cant help slacking off.

haiz just tried talking to a #$%^^ shant say too much if not i shall become a complaing and whiny auntie which i hate to be. So yea just thought i wld share that with you.

K have talked enough!!!

Motivation reflects the difference between

what a person can do

and what a person will do !!!